9:14 pm By Maegan la Mamita Mala · Culture|Poetry|Puerto Rico · 2 Comments
1 Apr 2010It’s National Poetry Month.
At first, I felt a little guilty about writing about a month dedicated to the word and it’s manipulation, especially after today’s earlier posts about the loss of two Latina lives. Pero then I thought about my own work as a poet. Si, Mala is a poet. For about as long as I have been involved in various forms of on the ground and online organizing I have written and performed (or spit as I like to say, since I’m not so ladylike). And for as long as I have been writing and reading, my poesia has been tied to my politics and my life. When I first began reading publicly, it was in the presence of other poets whose words were grounded in NYC Latino and POC urban politics. We wrote about (and still do) struggles with language and identity, the ugly realities and the beautiful shards of light.
Poetry is about working it all out. You let the words come and you put them on paper, on screen, or before an audience and then you let them go like a child, like movements. Poesia comes from where we are at at a specific moment and that’s what community building should be too, meeting peeps where they are at in a specific place and time, be that geographical, historical or economic time.
I invite all of our VivirLatino familia to share some of their favorite poems/poets. Amiga Hermana, Resist, reminded me on twitter that poems can be anything. So please do not be shy. Email us at info@vivirlatino.com and/or leave a comment below.
I’ll jump it off con las palabras of Puerto Rican poetisa
Julia de Burgos
Yo Misma Fui Mi Ruta / I Was My Own Path
I wanted to be like men wanted me to be:
an attempt at life;
a game of hide and seek with my being.
But I was made of nows,
and my feet level on the promissory earth
would not accept walking backwards
and went forward, forward,
mocking the ashes to reach the kiss
of new paths.
At each advancing step on my route forward
my back was ripped by the desperate flapping wings
of the old guard.
But the branch was unpinned forever,
and at each new whiplash my look
separated more and more and more from the distant
familiar horizons;
and my face took the expansion that came from within,
the defined expression that hinted at a feeling
of intimate liberation;
a feeling that surged
from the balance between my life
and the truth of the kiss of the new paths.
Already my course now set in the present,
I felt myself a blossom of all the soils of the earth,
of the soils without history,
of the soils without a future,
of the soil always soil without edges
of all the men and all the epochs.
And I was all in me as was life in me .. . .
I wanted to be like men wanted me to be:
an attempt at life;
a game of hide and seek with my being.
But I was made of nows;
when the heralds announced me
at the regal parade of the old guard,
the desire to follow men warped in me,
and the homage was left waiting for me.
12:09 pm By la Macha · Tejano Culture|Texas · 4 Comments
1 Apr 2010Yesterday was the 15th anniversary of Selena Quintanilla Perez’s murder. Can you believe that? It’s been fifteen years. I still remember the day she was murdered–the confusion, the anger, the overwhelming sadness. Just thinking about how much life I’ve lived in the past fifteen years–kids, jobs, partnerships, sunrises, thunderstorms–makes me sure that Selena just didn’t get the time she should’ve.
What memories do you have of Selena?
9:30 am By la Macha · Women · 8 Comments
1 Apr 2010I was looking for stuff yesterday to post about International Transgender Day of Visibility, and I came across this really upsetting devastating news. Another Latina, Amanda Gonzalez-Andujar, was found more than likely murdered in her own home.
“We found her on her bed. She was naked,” said Barbara Vega, 35, of Bushwick, Brooklyn. “Everything in the apartment was destroyed. All her Marilyn Monroe pictures were destroyed.”
Police said the medical examiner will perform an autopsy to determine the cause of death. Vega, who believes Gonzalez-Andujar was slain, said she had tried in vain to reach her friend since spending time with her on Friday.
“She never had any problems with anybody. She was full of life,” she said. “We need to know who did this to her.”
When I was finished reading this post, all I could do was turn off the computer and go to bed. Is it so much to ask that on just one day of the year, we surf around looking for positive stories about one of our own and NOT find death and murder and violence?
Amanda was clearly a much loved person–I am so sorry to all of her family and loved ones who are experiencing such sorrow.
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